Realizing that he might like Benjamin, Li Xin’s first reaction was—absolutely not to let the other party know. Benjamin would definitely marry an omega in the future. With Benjamin’s status and conditions, the omegas who wanted to marry him must be able line up in a long line. How could he be interested in a beta man? He just regarded him as a friend, but he dreamt of being kissed by him repeatedly, this was really shameless.
Thinking of this, Li Xin’s cheeks couldn’t help getting hot, and he simply put the question behind him and concentrated on reading the script.
Some time ago, many production crews contacted Li Xin. He left several idol dramas suitable for Zhou Jinyun to act in and planned to choose the one with the best prospect, so that Zhou Jinyun could consolidate his popularity. Once he started to work seriously, Li Xin temporarily forgot about Benjamin.
When it was getting dark outside, he finished the script, rubbed his sore temples, and was about to go to the kitchen to make something to eat, when the communicator suddenly rang, and the displayed name was Benjamin.
When Li Xin saw the General Alpha’s name, that uncomfortable feeling came out again in his heart. He hesitated for a moment, adjusted his expression, and then answered the video call.
The holographic screen in front of them clearly projected the scene where the other was. Benjamin, who was dressed in military uniform, smiled and said in a gentle voice, “I have already arrived at Planet Ryan and made arrangements for my subordinates, so I called to report my safety to you as agreed.”
Li Xin devoted himself to reading the scripts all afternoon, completely forgetting about “reporting safety” that Benjamin had talked about. But now, looking at the handsome face of General Alpha on the holographic screen, Li Xin found that his heart was beating faster again, the beating sound was very clear in the silent space, and the dream from last night appeared in his mind involuntarily ——In the blurred dream, the alpha man pressed him down and kissed his lips repeatedly, and… he couldn’t think about it anymore!
Li Xin took a deep breath, chased away those chaotic memories in his mind, and said as calmly as possible: “I heard that the climate on Planet Ryan is cold, so you should wear more clothes so you don’t catch a cold.”
Benjamin looked at Li Xin gently then asked, “Are you caring about me?”
Li Xin blushed slightly, “It’s just a friendly reminder.”
“Well, I will remember your ‘friendly reminder’.” Benjamin said while taking off his military cap, then he walked around the room with a communication device, and said, “Let me show you my dormitory, isn’t it very simple?”
Through the holographic projection screen, Li Xin could clearly see the layout of Benjamin’s dormitory— A small suite of more than 60 square meters. Although the space was small, it had all the necessities. But there was not much furniture and decorations. It was neat and simple following the style of the military.
Li Xin couldn’t help but say, “Can you get used to living here?”
“Of course, I don’t have high requirements for the residence. When I was in school, I slept in a tent in the wild for half a month. Compared with the hardships in the wild, this place is much better. At least there is heating in the house.” Benjamin frankly explained.
Although this alpha was born in the well-known Behe family of the empire, he was easy to get along with. He was not picky about food and housing and was also gentle and kind.
Meeting his gaze, Li Xin’s heart beat faster and faster, then he quickly looked away, and said, “You must have been busy there just now, right? I’ll hang up first, so I won’t bother you.”
“Okay, I’ll contact you tomorrow.”
Li Xin was about to hang up, but Benjamin suddenly smiled and said, “It’s almost eight o’clock at Capital Star, go have dinner quickly, don’t starve yourself to death while just reading the scripts.”
“How did you know I was reading the script?” Li Xin asked suspiciously.
“Aside from reading scripts, what else can you do at home?” Benjamin said with a smile, “If I had to guess, you should be picking out a script for Xiao Zhou. After I left, did you read it all afternoon?”
“Well.” Li Xin was in a complicated mood, he didn’t expect the general to know him so well.
“Okay, go to eat quickly, don’t be so busy with work that you don’t even eat.” Benjamin’s tone was extremely gentle. Hearing his voice, Li Xin felt his cheeks almost burning. It was a bit embarrassing for him to care about him even though he was one year older than him.
“I know.” Li Xin hurriedly hung up the video call, then he blushed and went to the kitchen to get food, but he always felt restless.
Unexpectedly, Benjamin’s video call had such a big impact on him. He finally calmed down after thinking about it all afternoon, and then he was in a mess again. Li Xin lay on the bed watching a movie to divert his attention and didn’t fall asleep until the early hours of the morning.
As a result, in his sleep, he once again dreamed that Benjamin was kissing him.
It was just that this time the dream did not feel as real as the previous few nights, but was rather vague. He could only vaguely recognize Benjamin’s handsome face—as the alpha smiled, raised his chin and kissed him tenderly, Li Xin closed his eyes and let the other party kiss him, then he felt his body getting hot, but, on the lips there was no hot, clear touch.
Moreover, in this dream, there was no crushing sensation like before, to which there was no way to resist. In the dream, Li Xin blushed and pushed Benjamin away. At the same time, Li Xin sat up suddenly from the bed.
He stared blankly at the ceiling. After a while, Li Xin, who had woken up, stretched out his hand and touched his lips. It wasn’t hot at all, and it felt completely different from the previous few dreams. Li Xin was a little confused, thinking that it might be because of Benjamin’s absence, this time the dream was relatively shallow and easy to wake up from, unlike the previous dreams where he could not resist at all.
Li Xin had been a heavy sleeper since he was a child, especially when he fell asleep at night, he couldn’t wake up no matter how much someone screamed, and he had a good habit of sleeping until dawn once he fell asleep. It was just that recently he often fell into strange dreams. He thought that he would have that kind of dream because Benjamin was around, but now that Benjamin was gone, he actually dreamed that the other party kissed him again, and he woke up in the middle of the night because of this—as expected, habit really was the scariest thing.
After waking up, Li Xin felt no sleepiness at all, so he had no choice but to take the optical brain and go to the search bar to search for some information.
The keyword he entered was: What should a beta man do if he likes an alpha man?
As soon as these words were entered, millions of posts appeared immediately. Li Xin was taken aback. It seemed that he was not a special case. There were quite a lot of beta men who liked an alpha!
Thinking about it this way, he felt a little better. He clicked on the most popular forum post and looked at it. The poster was a college student who had a crush on an alpha senior from the same school. He came to the forum for help, and there were many people below giving him advice:
“Marriage has been free for a long time now. Of course, if you like him, you must go after him boldly!”
“Come on, landlord. There are many examples of alpha and beta getting together. You can definitely catch up with your senior!”
“I’m a beta boy, and I personally also prefer alphas, I think making love with an alpha must be very passionate.”
“I also want to try with an alpha a few times, I heard that it will be very comfortable to be loved by an alpha.”
Li Xin: “…”
What kind of messed up forum did I stumble into?! Were the current netizens all so shameless?
Would it really be comfortable to do it with, with an alpha? Was that so? It was the same in the movie.
Thinking of the scene of being held down by Benjamin in his dream, Li Xin turned off the forum blushing, his breathing became short of breath, and his heartbeat became more and more irregular.
Judging from the popular replies on the forum, many betas who liked alphas chose to pursue them boldly. Now that marriages were open, there were countless alpha and beta couples who had registered their marriages.
So, should he go after the general? Would Benjamin feel that he as a beta was overreaching?
A manager in the entertainment industry who was born in an ordinary family actually wanted to pursue the heir of the Behe family, the next head of the Hydra Legion… If outsiders heard about it, they would definitely think him crazy.
The more Li Xin thought about it, the more disturbed he became, so he had to cover his head with the quilt.
Li Xin, who was cranky, woke up the next day with thick dark circles under his eyes, looking extremely depressed.
His relationship history was as pure as a blank sheet of paper, and he had never had a crush on anyone even in adolescence. After becoming a manager, he met a lot of stars in the entertainment industry. Each woman was more beautiful than the other, and the men were all outstanding. He had seen a lot of handsome men and beautiful women, and he knew too much about the scandals behind them. So, Li Xin had no feeling for handsome men and beautiful women. On the contrary, he felt that no matter how beautiful the outside skin was, it was just a layer of skin, and what was important was the inside.
His criterion for finding a girlfriend was not appearance at all, but her character.
However, Benjamin was not only good-looking, but also had a very good personality. The handsome and gentle alpha made him really feel moved. However, it was the first time that he fell in love with someone secretly, and the other party was an alpha with a prominent family background. Li Xin was completely confused and didn’t know what to do… After struggling like this for a few days, Li Xin finally couldn’t muster up the courage to take the initiative to chase after Benjamin.
His father was just an ordinary company employee, and his mother was a full-time housewife. Li Xin had worked very hard since he was a child, and even worked harder after entering the entertainment industry to make Qin Yize popular. Leaving aside the bitterness behind this, at least he had finally become a well-known broker in his early days and saved a lot of money.
But compared to Benjamin, the heir to the head of the Hydra Legion, he was still far behind.
So… Even if you like the other person in your heart, there was no need to say it out loud to make the other person laugh.
Such an outstanding alpha regarded him as a friend, he should be content with this.
Li Xin made a decision in his heart. Just being friends was fine.
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