Translator: SJade, Editor: Dj22031
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Because of Mo Nianchen, it was all because of him that she lost the joy she should have. She thought that she could live well without Mo Nianchen, but it turned out that was not the case at all.
She left him five years ago and walked away in a dashing manner. She thought she could live a good life, but in fact she never walked out of the shadow he gave her.
The same was true now. She left him thinking she could do well, live well, deal well, but that was not the case at all.
When she saw him, she still panicked, still felt distressed, and still couldn’t put it down…
She held her phone for a long time, and repeatedly rummaged through the contact list.
Every time she jumped to ‘husband’, her fingers would pause subconsciously, trying to press the dial, and then desperately quitting before that, over and over again… She didn’t know how long it took, she finally chose to contact him and sent him a message.
“Are you still mad at me? Don’t you think it’s very unreasonable? Yin Tangyi and I really have nothing to do with each other. Last time I met him by accident. He insisted on sending me home. I rejected him and the ring fell off. In his car, I didn’t want to make you angry, so I hid it from you. Today is just a coincidence, I know it’s hard for you to believe it, but…”
Li Shengxia wrote here, it was a bit difficult to write, so she deleted it all.
Her explanation was so pale that he wouldn’t believe it anyway. Maybe it would only make him think again and become angrier, so she decided to rewrite it.
“Are you still mad at me? I really have nothing to do with him, and I just happened to meet him today. I didn’t mean to say that to you, I just didn’t want anyone to get hurt because of me. I saw you fighting like that, I was a little frightened to say something like that…”
Let’s not mention Yin Tangyi!
She thought about it and deleted it to rewrite it.
“I apologize for what I said today, can you just pretend it never happened?”
“Should the contract continue? If not, let’s discuss the termination of the contract?”
“Mo Nianchen, let’s talk?”
“Mo Nianchen, are you asleep?”
“Mo Nianchen, for today, I’m sorry.”
Mo Nianchen, do you know that I want to talk to you, but I don’t even know what opening remarks to use.
How are you? Are you OK?
Are you really hurt because of me?
What are you going to do next? Torture me, destroy me? Or leave me alone?
Why do nothing? Won’t you torture me? Won’t you destroy me? Don’t you want to deal with the Li Group? Don’t call me, it is as if you have evaporated from the world, isn’t it weird?
People who had been entangled all the time, suddenly one day stopped doing anything, it could make people feel very scared, you know?
I’m afraid that you are really, really, injured…
Li Shengxia looked at the name of the contact person.
She opened her mouth and wanted to say these two words, but found that it was more difficult than reaching the sky.
She once fantasized about what kind of person she would marry one day, and the object of her fantasies was that person…
Now, her dream had come true, but everything was completely different from what she imagined from when she was sixteen.
She also once hoped that her child would have the surname Mo. She also hoped that the person she liked would become her ‘husband’.
How had that hope finally become what it is now?
Mo Nianchen, what kind of mood was he using to note his number as these two words on her mobile phone…
She wanted to know so much, but she couldn’t guess it didn’t matter how hard she tried.
Because he was never smarter than her.
Several hours had passed, and she had not been able to draft a text message completely.
Finally, she gave up.
She had already said that she hated him just now, and she couldn’t speak to him first.
She knew that the words she blurted out at that time were hurtful, maybe they really hurt his proud self-esteem.
She was very aware of how much harm language brought to others, she had been stabbed by Mo Nianchen more than once, so she understood the impact of what she said today, which made her feel restless and toss and turn.
But for a moment, she thought again. Maybe the reason why he appeared at the door of the lounge just now was him just passing by? She couldn’t put the reason why he was there on herself.
Otherwise, if she thought too much, her position in his heart would become more embarrassing.
She had been low-key for a long time, but she always felt that if she gave him a chance again this time, she would feel the pain for a long time.
Look, he didn’t call her at all, no information, nothing, and didn’t let anyone contact her. So, she couldn’t even call him.
She couldn’t guess what he was thinking at all, and she didn’t know what he was going to do in the next second. When she thought of him, her whole body would be confused.
Li Shengxia, you are enough. He didn’t even contact you, why should you be the first to contact him. Do you feel uncomfortable when he doesn’t hurt you, doesn’t touch the people around you, doesn’t destroy you?
Do you want to go back to his side and make yourself his toy again?
Do you want him to laugh at you and despise you again?
You are humble enough. You are just his toy. The owner may pick it up after throwing it away, but why should the toy go to the owner by itself?
Enough is enough. Whether you hate him or not, that’s enough.
Maybe it would be better to just lose contact. Gradually, she would no longer have contact with him, maybe she would recover again…
Thinking of this, she put her phone aside in a trance.
Her head hurt…
She didn’t remember when she fell asleep, “Achee-” she sneezed.
Because of taking cold medicine, she finally fell asleep that night.
The next day, because of a cold, Li Shengxia still felt groggy when she went to work.
But the company was still the same, and even seemed to be worse than before?
“Look at her, she’s coming to work again.”
“It’s her, I don’t know what method she used to drive away Sister Dan.”
“Designer Jian is a world-class designer, without her, our design department has lost a pillar. Li Shengxia is a fledgling little girl, does she think she can replace the designer Jian Dan?”
“That’s right, isn’t it that she won the design award of a small clothing exhibition, and she also dared to embarrass others, will it be worth it in the future.”
“That’s right, it’s so disgusting when she first debuted. When others hear her name, they won’t be allowed to detour.”
Colleagues looked at her with strange eyes, and sometimes whispered, and their sometimes loud voices of contempt were deliberately ignored by Li Shengxia.
If she wanted to do what she liked in the design department, it seemed to be more difficult than she thought….
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