Translator: Dj22031
Editor: Dj22031
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Fu Yuanzhou could no longer find any excuses for himself.
If it was said that last time, he was able to shift the responsibility to the effect of the medicine, what should he say this time, to shift the responsibility to that insignificant alcohol? He was afraid that he had become sober as soon as he went upstairs.
Shen Xigou was tempting him, but if he didn’t mean it, how could he be tempted? The reason was still his own problem, he was greedy for the joy of that night.
The next morning, Fu Yuanzhou woke up, Shen Xigou was not by his side, maybe he went downstairs to make breakfast. He was still as gentle as last night. So, he didn’t feel any discomfort. After washing up, he went down to the second floor and smelled the aroma of breakfast from by the stairs.
He saw two suitcases at the door. Seeing him coming down, Shen Xigou smiled and handed him the squeezed juice: “That’s my luggage. If you want to leave, I won’t stop you. I will leave with you together.”
“…not leaving.”
After a moment of silence, Fu Yuanzhou whispered, “I’m not going anywhere.”
He succumbed to his desire and developed a sexual relation with Shen Xigou.
In fact, Fu Yuanzhou was quite against this kind of behavior. Although the open atmosphere here had changed his concepts after studying abroad but he still had some resistance in his heart.
If it was anyone else, Fu Yuanzhou would have refused, but because it was Shen Xigou, everything seemed acceptable.
He couldn’t resist his longing for Shen Xigou, and even thinking about it now, he still found it a bit unbelievable, maybe it was because of his relationship with Yu Fei before, that he never had even the slightest desire for Shen Xigou.
He was always happy with Shen Xigou, and now this kind of happiness became more intense, sometimes too extreme, Fu Yuanzhou even worried about what to do after this relationship ended, they may not even be able to be close friends again.
Moreover, he couldn’t see through Shen Xigou’s mind. After several years of acquaintance, he knew that Shen Xigou was not keen on the relationship between men and women. There were many people who pursued Shen Xigou, but he was not interested, and he didn’t have any bed partner before him, but why? Why did he go to bed with him so naturally, was it really just to comfort him?
He asked Shen Xigou several times, every time Shen Xigou smiled and didn’t speak, just hugged him and kissed him. After too many times, Fu Yuanzhou stopped asking. The answer to this question always remained a mystery.
Fu Yuanzhou didn’t want Shen Xigou to fall into a dilemma because of him. After thinking twice, he said to Shen Xigou: “If you want to fall in love in the future, you don’t have to worry about me, just tell me, and we will stop this relationship.”
Shen Xigou looked at him quietly for a while, then nodded and agreed: “Okay.” He asked again, “What about you?”
“Me?” Fu Yuanzhou hesitated for a moment and shook his head, “I won’t fall in love for the time being.”
“Oh because of her?” Shen Xigou asked.
“Hmm…”
Fu Yuanzhou nodded, not telling the truth, the breakup was only one of the reasons, and it was more because of Shen Xigou, since they started their bed partner relationship, Shen Xigou occupied most of his life, and all his energy was on Shen Xigou, so how could he pay attention to others.
It’s not disgusting…
Thinking of this, Fu Yuanzhou was suddenly taken aback. Was his thought equivalent to liking Shen Xigou?
“Don’t worry too much.” Shen Xigou hugged him in his arms, “Just as long as you feel happy.”
He lowered his head and kissed Fu Yuanzhou. Fu Yuanzhou was kissed by him with his eyes closed, feeling full in his heart. It was undeniable that Shen Xigou was really special to him.
A few months passed in the blink of an eye, he was on holiday for Christmas, so Fu Yuanzhou returned to China, and Shen Xigou also went home to accompany his parents. They could only communicate through messages and video calls.
At this time, Fu Yuanzhou and Yu Fei had broken up for nearly a year, and they gradually regained contact, but this time Fu Yuanzhou did not see Yu Fei when he returned to China. Yu Fei had to attend the New Year’s party and had no time to rush back.
During the party, Fu Yuanzhou saw Yu Fei on TV. She was so beautiful and charismatic on stage. The hot searches on Weibo and the home page had blown her away. Fu Yuanzhou was full of emotions, even a little sour, but all the time sincerely wishing her happiness.
For some reason, Fu Yuanzhou suddenly wanted to see Shen Xigou. He was used to staying with Shen Xigou, but now that he was not by his side, he was very uncomfortable and even felt a little lonely.
He sent a request for a video call to Shen Xigou, and it was quickly connected, because it was daytime on his side, the vision was very clear. Under the bright sunlight, Shen Xigou’s brown hair was plated with beautiful gold, and his face was handsome, as he showed a gentle smile to him.
“I miss you very much.”
Shen Xigou said to him in front of the camera.
Fu Yuanzhou blushed, thinking that fortunately he entered his room to talk to Shen Xigou, and was about to say something, when a fluffy tail suddenly appeared on the screen, and a snow-white puppet cat appeared in the camera, rubbing against Shen Xigou while coquettishly “meow meow meow”.
“Be good, don’t make trouble.”
Shen Xigou patted the puppet cat on the head, the puppet cat acted like a spoiled child, lay down on the ground and asked Shen Xigou to rub its belly, Shen Xigou had no choice but to do so. After rubbing its belly, he got a box of canned food for him before sending him away.
“…”
Fu Yuanzhou sat in front of the computer and watched, with a complicated expression on his face, because when Shen Xigou caressed the cat just now, he realized that he was a little jealous.
He was actually jealous of a cat… No, why was he jealous because of Shen Xigou?
“It’s my aunt’s cat. She came to visit during the New Year and brought the cat with her.” Shen Xigou said.
In other words, it hadn’t gotten along with Shen Xigou for long? Thinking about it this way, Fu Yuanzhou became even more sour, and his tone was a little dull: “It still likes you.”
“It loves to act like a baby to everyone.” Shen Xigou smiled, “Like you.”
Fu Yuanzhou’s eyes widened, how could he act like a baby to everyone?
“Don’t slander me.” He said, “That cat is obviously more like you, the way it begged for food just now looks like you…”
“How is it like me?” Shen Xigou asked with a smile.
Fu Yuanzhou immediately shut up, just now he was almost going to say something like Shen Xigou abducted him to bed, how could he say such a thing, but it really looked similar, every night, Shen Xigou purposely and pitifully looked at him, tricking him into softening his heart…
“Its eyes are very similar to yours.” Fu Yuanzhou forcibly changed the subject, “They are all blue. They also look…” Since Shen Xigou had teased him just now, he said a little reluctantly, “It looks good too.”
“Its personality is like yours, and its appearance is like mine,” Shen Xigou looked thoughtfully at the direction in which the puppet cat left, “So it is our child?”
Before Fu Yuanzhou had time to speak, he saw Shen Xigou in the camera looking down, as if he was looking at his stomach, so he quit immediately and stood up holding his stomach: “Where are you looking!”
“I’m sorry.” Xigou apologized with a smile, “Unconsciously…” He paused for some reason, and his smile faded a lot, “It’s good not to have children, I don’t want children.”
“Really…”
Fu Yuanzhou did not know what to say, so he sat down again. Shen Xigou was thinking about marriage, even if he didn’t want children, he should want to marry a woman… He felt a sharp pain in his heart.
“It’s enough for me to have you.” Shen Xigou said suddenly, looking at him softly, “It’s just the two of us.”
“What are you talking about…”
Fu Yuanzhou’s tone was very uncomfortable, and he quickly cut off the video call, he didn’t want Shen Xigou to see his blushing face.
That night Fu Yuanzhou didn’t sleep well, thinking over and over what Shen Xigou meant by that sentence.
Did he like him, or was he just kidding? What about him, what did he think of Xigou?
After several days of insomnia, Fu Yuanzhou still didn’t know the meaning of that sentence. After all, he was not Shen Xigou himself, so it was useless to think about it.
But he had figured out his own mind. He probably really liked Shen Xigou a little bit.
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