Translator: Dj2203
Editor: Dj2203
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He held Yu Chen’s waist, feeling complicated emotions in his heart.
He kissed the other party vigorously, and then pulled on Yu Chen’s nightgown.
Yu Chen let him pull and kissed him gently. No matter how fierce and irritable Ling Qing was, he remained as gentle as ever.
Feeling his tenderness, Ling Qing finally calmed down. He then raised his head and let him kiss his neck.
He felt Yu Chen unbuttoning his pajamas, and also felt Yu Chen kissing his shoulder.
So, he hugged Yu Chen and asked him, “Do you know who you are kissing?”
Yu Chen rubbed his face with his fingers and said back to him, “The one I love.”
“How long can your love last?”
“It can last as long as you want.”
“Is it reliable?” Ling Qing asked him.
Yu Chen kissed the tip of his nose and said, “Very reliable.”
Ling Qing felt sad for a moment.
He then looked at the person in front of him and lowered his head to kiss him.
Yu Chen kissed him tenderly, slowly took off his clothes, and slowly, gently and powerfully took possession of him.
He hugged Ling Qing and kissed him patiently.
Ling Qing lay on his shoulder and saw the teeth mark he had just bitten. He then reached out and touched it, after which he opened his mouth and once again deepened the mark on his shoulder.
This was his person, he thought, and it must be his for the rest of his life.
Yu Chen felt a little pain, looked down at him, but couldn’t bear to blame him, so he only hugged him tightly.
The two had sex on the sofa once, then Yu Chen hugged him to the bed.
Ling Qing didn’t let him leave and did it with him a second time and a third time.
It wasn’t until he ran out of energy that he slowed down and leaned into Yu Chen’s arms.
Yu Chen pulled up the quilt to cover his shoulders and asked him, “Do you want to take a shower?”
Ling Qing shook his head, only kept hugging him, and leaning against him quietly.
After a long time, Yu Chen felt some moisture on his shoulders. He was stunned for a second, but the next second he wanted to see Ling Qing’s face.
But Ling Qing held him tightly, not letting him see his face.
Yu Chen felt helpless and asked him, “What’s wrong with you?”
Ling Qing shook his head and remained silent.
Yu Chen simply didn’t know what to do, so he reached out and touched his head, and said to him, “It’s okay.”
He gently stroked Ling Qing’s head. Ling Qing felt it, endured it quietly, and then slowly closed his eyes.
He was indeed a little sleepy. The ups and downs of emotions this night was too tiring for him. He wanted to rest for a while, just for a while.
He held Yu Chen in his arms, and the moment he closed his eyes, he whispered, “I like you.”
The voice was very soft, like a feather passing by.
Yu Chen looked at him in surprise then heard him repeat in a low voice, “I like you, Xiao Yu.”
He then closed his eyes and said no more.
What is love? Ling Qing had thought about it many times. He couldn’t think of an answer, and he didn’t want to get an answer.
The director he met told him, I like you. Ling Qing said with a smile, but I don’t like you like that.
The actor he taught also told him, I like you, but Ling Qing still politely refused, saying I don’t like you like that.
But what kind did he like?
Ling Qing himself didn’t know.
He felt that he didn’t like anything because he didn’t accept other people’s love from his heart.
But after he finished a play or read a script, he would sigh at the beauty of love and feel yearning for it.
He was like a traveler walking in the desert, eager to see an oasis, but afraid that it was just a mirage.
But today, he felt that he seemed to see clearly what love looked like.
He seemed to understand what love was.
The moment Yu Chen talked to him about the divorce, the anger in his heart, the evil thoughts surging in his mind, and the reluctance he hid in his heart all impacted his reason.
Therefore, he could not explain to Yu Chen calmly as usual, nor could he explain his mood to Yu Chen properly.
His emotions were too complicated, but his feelings became clearer and clearer in these layers of tight packages.
He didn’t want to leave Yu Chen.
He did not want to separate from Yu Chen.
He was even afraid that Yu Chen would abandon him.
He had lived with Yu Chen for so long, feeling his care and friendship, as well as his tenderness and tolerance.
He loved Yu Chen. He had already fallen in love with him as early as the first time he gave himself to Yu Chen.
He thought he didn’t love him deeply, but in fact he just didn’t dare to look down.
The love was too deep and it was too difficult to escape.
He was afraid that he would not be able to escape when separated, but he did not notice that he was already deeply involved in it.
He had long been unable to get away.
Ling Qing’s sleep was not peaceful. Occasionally he would wake up, feel the breath and body temperature of the person around him, and then fall asleep again.
He had no dreams and slept intermittently all night.
Yu Chen woke up very early the next day, while Ling Qing hadn’t woken up yet, so he didn’t call him. He only sent a message to his secretary saying that he might not go to the company today.
Ling Qing’s state last night was so abnormal that Yu Chen was very worried about him, and even more worried that he would be unwilling to tell him why he was like this.
He looked at Ling Qing who was sleeping peacefully with his head down, and for the first time, he felt that he was a very insecure person.
He didn’t say anything, did everything with ease, and seemed invincible. However, he constantly needed the love and reassurance of others.
He was like a flower growing in water. It seemed that it had left the soil and did not need nutrients, however, it would still wither due to lack of water.
Yu Chen guessed that the him in another world might have probably been hurt in family or love.
Ling Qing said that he had never loved anyone else, so it was most likely his family.
His parents were divorced?
Or someone close to him got divorced?
Just as he was thinking about it, he saw Ling Qing waking up.
Yu Chen kissed his forehead, “Morning.”
Ling Qing was a little confused, “You didn’t go to work?”
“I’m not busy today. I’ll stay with you at home.” Yu Chen said with a smile.
Ling Qing nodded, and his consciousness slowly returned.
He looked at the teeth marks on Yu Chen’s shoulder, and even some marks around the collar bones, and asked with a guilty conscience, “Does it hurt?”
Yu Chen glanced down and smiled, “It hurt at the time, but it doesn’t hurt anymore.”
He was afraid Ling Qing would blame himself, so he hugged him and said, “It’s okay, just treat it as a stamp, it’s quite rare.”
Ling Qing reached out and touched it distressedly, feeling that he was too cruel, why did he bite him so hard.
“You don’t even know how to stop me?” He stroked carefully, “I went too far last night.”
“I told you it’s okay. You bit me and not someone else. If you bite someone else, I shouldn’t be happy.” Yu Chen kissed him.
Ling Qing felt that he was really good-tempered. Even though he was the one who made trouble last night, he didn’t care. He still had the patience to comfort him. It was really rare.
“I lost control of my mood last night.” He whispered, “I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay.” Yu Chen comforted him, “I don’t blame you, I shouldn’t have said that.”
Ling Qing smiled when he heard this, “You shouldn’t say that.”
He then said, “My parents argued and got divorced when I was a child, so I don’t like these two words.”
Yu Chen said just as I thought in his heart.
He looked at Ling Qing and touched his face, “You should have told me earlier.”
“This involves the real me. I was afraid you will be surprised. I also think this kind of thing is too fantastical, so I don’t want to say it.” He then looked at Yu Chen and said, “I’m not lying to you. I used to live in another world. My parents divorced and they didn’t want me. So, my grandma took me in. That’s why I’m a little afraid of love.”
“I like you.”
“Yes, but my parents also loved each other, so I don’t know how long the relationship between us will last, so I hope you can love me first, love me very much, so that I can feel more at ease.”
He said, “Yu Chen, I also have shortcomings, not only shortcomings, but also weaknesses.”
Yu Chen raised his chin and kissed his lips, then crushed them gently and replied, “Everyone has shortcomings, I like it, that’s good.”
Ling Qing smiled and leaned forward to kiss him.
“So don’t be jealous of Guo Wenhao. I really have nothing to do with him. If he hadn’t come to see me at home that day, I wouldn’t have known that he existed.”
Yu Chen nodded. Once he accepted the current situation and the fact that this Ling Qing was not the same Ling Qing as before, he understood that Guo Wenhao was insignificant.
“And the Ling Qing you married didn’t like him either.” Ling Qing gave him some information, “He just wanted to hug his thigh.”
“Which one did I marry?” Yu Chen asked, holding his chin.
“Of course…”
Before Ling Qing could finish his words, he was kissed by Yu Chen.
Yu Chen pinched his chin, gently but unquestionably, “I only married one, and that’s the one on my bed now, remember that.”
Ling Qing laughed, hooked his neck and kissed him.
“Do you want to marry me?” he asked Yu Chen.
Yu Chen rubbed his lips and asked, “Will you marry me?”
Ling Qing bit his finger and whispered, “Yes, but you have to wait.”
Yu Chen sighed, “I understand, you have to wait until your career improves a bit, I understand so well.”
Ling Qing laughed and couldn’t help but hug his neck and rub against his ear.
“Xiao Yu, you are so cute.” He said softly, “How can you be so cute?”
Yu Chen smiled and asked him, “Do you want to take a bath? You didn’t take a bath last night, and those things stayed in your body. Not very good.”
“What things?” Ling Qing was confused for a moment.
The next second, he suddenly realized something and sat up instantly.
“You didn’t wear a condom last night!”
Yu Chen said innocently, “You have to give me time to put on a condom, baby.”
Ling Qing: …
Ling Qing felt like he was finished!
Yu Chen looked at him with a confused look on his face and asked doubtfully, “There won’t be any big problems if I don’t wear a condom, right?”
Of course others won’t!
But I will!
He touched his belly gingerly, very worried that he was no longer alone!
Horrified, his current mood was panic!
“Are you okay?” Yu Chen asked worriedly.
Ling Qing shook his head, “It’s not very good, dear.”
“Then what should I do?”
I don’t know either, dear!
He didn’t even know if the female contraceptive pill would work on him.
After all, he was a man!
Ling Qing sighed resignedly and decided to accept his fate.
After all, if God destined him to get pregnant, he couldn’t escape it!
“Xiao Yu, show me the photos of you when you were a child another day.”
“What for?”
“Print it out and enlarge it, take a closer look, and try to give birth to a child that looks like you.”
Yu Chen chuckled and touched his belly, “Are you willing to give birth to a baby for me?”
“Are you happy?”
Yu Chen kissed him and coaxed, “My wife is so kind.”
“So love me well.”
“Okay.” Yu Chen smiled and said, “I’ll love you the most even if we don’t have children, and I will love you the most even if we have children in the future.”
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