Translator: SJade, Editor: Dj22031
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Boom!
Sister…sister…sister…
She was his sister.
His sister!
In the next second, Qiu Li knelt on the ground, and all the noises disappeared along with the honking of the horns of the surrounding vehicles, the noisy voices of people, and the sounds of vendors selling their wares.
He knelt on the ground, letting people around him look at him with incomparable surprise, he couldn’t see or hear anything, his heart having sunk completely into the darkness.
If it was really like this, then he would die for his sins. After all, he still dragged the girl he loved…to hell, and it was the most eerie and terrifying hell.
A car whizzed past Qiu Li, a drifting, piercing sound of tires rubbing against the ground.
“You are looking for death!” The man in the car cursed and left.
I’m looking for death.
Die!
Qiu Li looked around, and then saw the riverside dam not far away, where he and Jiang Yu met for the first time.
He ran over without hesitation, climbed up the dam, and looked at the turbulent river in front of him.
He threw the marriage certificate with “truth” into the river fiercely. That page was like a leaf of duckweed, and was quickly swallowed by the turbulent river.
It seemed that the truth could only be buried forever.
Could he?
Not enough…not enough…
Qiu Li laughed frantically and burst into tears.
He didn’t know that the only way to bury the truth and protect his sister was to destroy himself in time.
Qiu Li closed his eyes and thought to end all this, as if he had never seen her or known her.
Maybe she would be sad, and unable to get out.
But at least, she would not go to hell…
“Xiao Yu, if there is an afterlife, I will love you cleanly and innocently in the afterlife.”
Just as he was about to jump into the river, his cell phone suddenly rang, and it was Jiang Yu who called him.
Perhaps it was the last time he would hear her voice.
Qiu Li closed his eyes and answered the phone, “Xiao Yu.”
“A Li, let me tell you something!” Jiang Yu’s voice seemed very excited: “Just now, the results of the paternity test came out! She is really my mother, really my mother! She is Bu Tanyan! My mother is really not dead! I knew it, I knew it was her! God, I want to die happy!”
Qiu Li knelt on the ground.
I am sorry.
Sorry…Sorry…Sorry…
“Then my dad took my mom to the hospital for a check-up. Mom’s face was indeed passive. Someone gave her a plastic surgery and made her change to look like she does now. My dad guessed that the person not only changed her face, but also her memories, didn’t you tell me before, can’t hypnosis change a person’s memory?”
Hearing these words, Qiu Li suddenly opened his eyes and staggered back a few steps away from the dangerous river bank.
“What did you say?”
“My mother’s memories were turned off by someone, and her memory was changed, and she became another person. She is not Liu Ye, she is Bu Tanyan.”
Qiu Li suddenly reacted.
“Xiao Yu, you are only one year older than me, right, only one year older?”
“What a year old, I’m only three months older than you, OK!”
Qiu Li’s stopped heart finally recovered and started beating again. It had never been so relaxed before.
Jiang Yu curled her lips: “But! Even if I’m only a minute old, I’m still your sister.”
“You are not my sister!”
“Huh? You took the wrong medicine!”
Qiu Li laughed, even though he was embarrassed: “You bastard, you are not my sister.”
“Ah, you…sister doesn’t have time to fight with you now, I will see you when you come back.”
Jiang Yu was too lazy to pay attention to him, and hung up the phone with a “bang”.
Qiu Li simply lay on the dam and looked at the endless blue sky. After great sorrow and joy, ups and downs, his whole body was weak.
Yes, how could Jiang Yu be his sister.
Bu Tanyan “passed away” two years after giving birth to Jiang Yu. Even if she met Qiu Shao at that time, Qiu Li had been born for two years.
How could he be the son of “Bu Tanyan”.
That night, Qiu Li returned to the “home” on Shuixi Terrace.
The home had been vacant for a long time, but it was not the way he had left it. The white cloth covering the sofa was removed. There was no dust on the table. It seemed that it was often cleaned, and there was even a bunch of dry flower arrangements on the coffee table.
Only Jiang Yu had the key to the house.
He seemed to be able to see the figure of Jiang Yu who often came here to sit in the past three years.
In the past three years, he was really an asshole…
Qiu Li took out the key that had been in the dust for a long time from the cabinet.
After Qiu Shao was arrested by the police, Qiu Li never opened the door of Qiu Shao’s room again.
He didn’t want to touch anything related to him.
The key opened the door, the room was covered with heavy dust, the curtains were closed, and the smell in the room was like the smell of an old man in his twilight years.
When Qiu Shao was imprisoned, the objects related to the case in the room had been taken away, including all patient data and work files on his bookshelf.
But soon, Qiu Li found three thick old diaries in the cabinet hidden under the bay window.
Qiu Shao had always kept the habit of writing diaries since he was young, and he would write every night. These diaries truly recorded his mental journey.
Qiu Li sat on the chair, resisting the feeling of nausea in his heart, and began to read this diary.
There was only one heroine in this diary, and that was Liu Ye.
“I don’t like talking, or even people. Perhaps, as the teacher said, this kind of withdrawn character is not suitable for coming to school, let alone boarding. I have no friends, and those people call me freak and mentally ill, lunatic, and I just think they are ridiculous…”
“Xiao Ye is my only friend. She was the only one who stood in front of me when others threw stones at me. The stone hit her and smashed her forehead. It was a little cute.”
“I applied medicine to her. She was injured because of me. I want her to stay away from me so that others won’t bully her…”
“Her clothes were thrown down from the girls’ dormitory, and those girls pushed her out like they hated her, oh, just because she is an orphan. But I think they are just jealous of her, jealous of her beauty and grades.”
“I can’t protect her. This world is full of malice. I can’t even protect myself. How can I protect her? If I can, I really want to become a villain and destroy this world.”
“The **** of Zhou Hao, people threw me into the river. The water was so cold. I stayed in the river until they left. Yeye came to find me that night. We sat under the bridge and talked about the future. She said that she wanted to learn ballet and wanted to be a beautiful white swan on the stage, but she had no money and the tuition for ballet was very expensive.”
“If she danced ballet, she must be very beautiful, but I can’t help her, I’m really useless.”
“Later we talked to the people at school again. I said I hoped they would die, and Ye Zi said no. If I kill them, I will go to jail and no one will be friends with her in the future.”
“I promised her not to kill them for the time being. I want to be friends with her and stay with her all the time.”
“In university, I became Ye Zi’s boyfriend. I own her, and it felt just like owning the whole world. All the hardships and embarrassment in the past have become trivial. Only her is my greatest beauty and luck.”
“During the day and at night… we talk wildly. She is everything to me. I would rather die in her arms. All the sufferings in the past have been resolved. There is only her in my world, and she is the only one for me.”
There was almost half of the diary behind, but the content was not suitable for the son Qiu Li to read, so he quickly skipped and turned to the second diary, which contained the content about his parents after their marriage.
“Yeye is pregnant. She is really happy. She said she wanted to have a daughter. The daughter is caring and could accompany me. The pregnancy reaction was very serious. Starting from the third month, Yeye would vomit every day, couldn’t eat, and she slowly started to lose weight.”
“The doctor said that her physical condition is not very good and she is not recommended to have this child, but Ye Zi insisted that she must have the baby. From the fifth month onwards, she was on bed rest to raise the baby. Apart from going to the toilet and bathing, she would hardly go out of the room. She wanted to give birth to this child.”
“Looking at her haggard appearance, I felt sorry for her, and I felt more resentful of this child. In this world, no one can make Ye Zi suffer like this. I hope this child can love her like I do.”
In the following content, the handwriting was very messy, there were traces of tears smearing ink, and it could be seen how Qiu Shao collapsed at that time.
“Ye Zi is gone, my Ye Zi gone… The doctor said that she tried her best to give birth to this child. She wanted this child, this disgusting monster covered in wrinkles, and he took away my Ye Zi.”
“Not a daughter, not the daughter Ye Zi wants… In order to give birth to this monster, Ye Zi gave her life, but she didn’t get her get her wish. I hate him.
“Hate him hate him hate him hate him hate him hate him hate him hate him hate him.”
“Why didn’t he die! Why didn’t he die!”
“I wanted to strangle this baby monster more than once, but even if I strangle him, Ye Zi won’t come back. The world left me…there’s only despair, boundless despair.”
“The night is long and the monster is crying again. I ignored him. The neighbour’s woman kept knocking on the door, saying that the child’s crying made her unable to sleep. I directly hypnotized her and let her sleep in the garden downstairs.”
“Damn it, this monster…”
“The monster has grown up. He doesn’t look like Ye Zi at all. He speaks few words and doesn’t like to laugh. What should I do if I don’t love him, Ye Zi, what would you tell me to do?”
“Ye Zi, I can’t control my desire to torture him, do you hate me?”
“Blame me, if you blame me, maybe you will come to my dream and let me stop, so I can see you again.”
“The monster has grown up slowly, but Ye Zi, I never dreamed of you anymore, you are getting farther and farther away from me…”
“Ye Zi, a woman who danced ballet came to consult me yesterday, wanting me to use hypnosis to help her feign death and escape her current life. That woman’s voice really resembles you.”
“She dances ballet so well, I remember, it seems that this was your dream too.”
“Ye Zi, I suddenly had a good idea.”
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