Translator: Dj2203
Editor: Dj2203
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He stared at Yu Chen, filled with anger, “I want to like you, not because I don’t like you, but because I like you, so I want to like you!”
Ling Qing gritted his teeth, feeling aggrieved at this moment. Like an extinct volcano that had been pent-up for a long time, magma spurted out and exploded instantly.
He didn’t understand why he was going around in circles, now half his life had passed, but he still returned to the starting point.
He clearly said that he would never make the same mistakes as his parents, but he still ended up like his parents.
Everything was changing, but only his fate remained unchanged.
It seemed that no matter how hard he tried, it was to no avail.
He pushed the person in front of him away hard and wanted to go back to his bedroom, but Yu Chen held his wrist and forced him into his arms.
“Let go. Don’t you think I’m wronged enough at this time?” Ling Qing yelled.
He was angry and resentful. He had never been so resentful of Yu Chen or his appearance before.
He was the one who clearly promised that he would always like him.
He was the one who promised to like him the most.
But now, he told him, “I am willing to divorce you.”
What about when he had said that he liked him?
Was it just talk?
It was the same as what his parents once said about him being their “favorite baby”. It was just a joke and a perfunctory one!
Ling Qing pushed him angrily, but Yu Chen held him and didn’t let go.
He could feel that Ling Qing’s mood was wrong. Although he didn’t know why, it was definitely more than what he just said.
He hugged Ling Qing, feeling the trembling of the other person’s body, and tried to comfort him, “I’m sorry, it’s my fault. Don’t be angry. Let’s talk slowly, okay?”
“What do we talk about?” Ling Qing said angrily, “Don’t you want us to divorce? I promise you, I will divorce you now!”
Yu Chen looked at his red eyes and felt heartbroken.
He said, “I was wrong. I won’t say such things again, okay? Don’t be like this. Can you sit down first?”
He reached out to touch Ling Qing’s face, but was slapped on the wrist by Ling Qing, “We are about to get divorced, why are you touching me?!”
Yu Chen then held his face and went to kiss him. But Ling Qing turned his head and refused to cooperate with him but was hugged into his arms again.
“We won’t divorce.” Yu Chen said sadly, “I love you, and I don’t want to leave you.”
Ling Qing’s eyes suddenly became sore, and the anger and grievance in his heart were intertwined, making him hate Yu Chen but not be able to help but love him.
He had never met anyone like Yu Chen, nor had he experienced such complicated emotions.
He thought that as long as he didn’t admit it or say it out loud, his feelings for Yu Chen would not be love.
But love was beyond his control.
A few months ago, he could calmly smile and talk to Yu Chen about divorce and let him think about it carefully.
But just a few months later, Yu Chen just said this for his sake, and he wished he could lock him up so that he would never have such thoughts again in his life.
He liked Yu Chen, even if he didn’t admit it, he still liked Yu Chen.
Ling Qing opened his mouth angrily and bit him on the shoulder.
Yu Chen was caught off guard and got bitten by him, feeling severe pain in his shoulder. He then looked down at Ling Qing, but could only see his soft black hair, but not his expression.
He kissed his hair and let him bite him without saying a word, but his heart ached.
He never expected that Ling Qing would have such a big reaction to one sentence.
His original intention was only for his own good, as he was afraid that he would become a constraint for Ling Qing and become a regret for Ling Qing when he looked back on his life in the future.
Of course he didn’t want to divorce, he loved Ling Qing, and if possible, he hoped that Ling Qing could always be by his side.
Love was selfish, and Yu Chen was also selfish. He also wanted to possess the person in front of him.
That’s why he added the sentence “if you don’t love me, if you can’t like me” before the divorce.
Essentially, he still hoped that Ling Qing could like him.
He thought he liked him.
Just like, he wanted to like him.
It was just that Ling Qing’s reaction was too unexpected.
This was something Yu Chen had not expected but would never forget.
He hugged Ling Qing tightly, hugged him carefully, and said to him, “We are not getting divorced. As long as you don’t want to, we will always be together. I will always like you, okay?”
Ling Qing bit his shoulder with all the effort, while his whole body seemed to be suppressing some kind of emotion.
His chest trembled slightly, and he slowly relaxed, his tone unsteady, as he said, “You say this now, who knows what you will say in two days.”
“You also said before that you will always like me, but now? Don’t you want to divorce me?”
“Your love is not reliable at all,” Ling Qing said tremblingly.
Yu Chen hugged him and tried to kiss his lips, but he bit him back, causing blood to flow out.
Ling Qing’s lips were stained with blood and were bright red as he said, “I hate people telling me to divorce.” He said loudly.
Yu Chen raised his hand, slowly wiped away the blood on his lips with his thumb and said gently: “Then we will never talk about it again.”
He looked at Ling Qing, who was angry but aggrieved like a trapped animal and said, “Let’s not say anything, okay? No matter who appears again, we will never say this again, okay?”
Ling Qing finally calmed down a little.
Yu Chen was really frightened by him, so he hugged him and sat down on the small sofa next to him and kissed him tenderly.
Ling Qing didn’t say anything. He just lowered his head. After a long time, he finally leaned into his arms as if he had forgiven him.
Yu Chen’s hanging heart finally slowly relaxed.
The night was quiet, and so were the two people who had been making the noise.
Yu Chen didn’t dare to mention Guo Wenhao’s affairs, so he could only comfort him and keep coaxing him.
Ling Qing didn’t seem to want to speak or look at him, he just leaned against him and remained silent.
Just when Yu Chen felt that Ling Qing was about to fall asleep, he spoke softly.
He said, “I don’t like Guo Wenhao. I’m not even familiar with him. I’ve only met him once.”
Yu Chen took back his words in mid-sentence and didn’t even know how to answer.
But Ling Qing didn’t need his answer.
He then said, “Ling Qing didn’t really like him. To a greater extent, he used himself to make Guo Wenhao like him. He liked Guo Wenhao just because he treated him well.”
Yu Chen was a little confused.
He saw Ling Qing raise his head, and saw that his eyes were calm, as he asked, “Don’t you understand?”
Yu Chen nodded, “A little bit.”
“Because we are two people, and you and I married each other. That Ling Qing and me are not the same person.”
Yu Chen was shocked.
Ling Qing looked at him, but he no longer had the entanglement he had before.
He even felt that he should have made it clear a long time ago. If he had spoken out earlier, he would not have heard Yu Chen talk to him about divorce.
Or the worst consequence would be to hear Yu Chen talk to him about divorce.
It was better than hearing those words just now, caught completely off guard and unprepared.
“I’m not from your world. You can understand it as parallel time and space. I’m from another world. The day after you and Ling Qing got married, I crossed over and became him, so I was with you at that time and also asked you for a divorce.”
“Because at that time, I didn’t know you at all, and I wasn’t ready to be with you.”
“The first thing I received was his resentment, which was about you being sorry for him. So I was very rude to you at first, but later you explained it clearly to me, and I felt that there was nothing wrong with you, so I didn’t care anymore. You said you wanted to live a good life with me, and I agreed. I didn’t lie to you, I didn’t. It’s hard for me to like others. I’ve never liked Guo Wenhao, nor anyone else. Now, do you understand?”
Yu Chen was silent.
He felt like he understood it, but he seemed to understand it even less.
“You’re not Ling Qing?”
“I’m not Ling Qing of this world, I’m Ling Qing of another world. If you want Ling Qing of this world, then I’m sorry, I don’t know where he went, and neither do I know how to return him to you, but I can promise you a divorce.”
Ling Qing left his lap and stood on the ground again.
He looked directly at Yu Chen, seemingly without any emotion as he said, “Is it hard to accept? I’ll give you time to digest, and I’ll give you time to consider whether you want to divorce me.”
After he finished speaking, he was about to leave, but as soon as he took a step forward, before he could even stop, he felt someone holding his waist from behind.
The next second, he fell into Yu Chen’s arms again.
Ling Qing then turned to look at him.
Yu Chen said helplessly, “Are you deliberately getting angry with me? You have been living with me for so long. Don’t you know that I love you now.”
“Really?” Ling Qing asked, “Are you sure?”
“You still have time to think about it carefully. After all, when you got married, I wasn’t the one you wanted to marry.”
Yu Chen couldn’t do anything about him.
So, he sighed, hugged him again, and said in a good voice, “Don’t be angry, can I never mention Guo Wenhao again?”
“What we are talking about now is not about Guo Wenhao.” Ling Qing said indifferently, “That’s right. My business, Yu Chen, I didn’t lie to you about it. I guarantee you with my life that what I said is true. So, you’d better think about it seriously.”
“I don’t need to think about it,” Yu Chen said. “I know very well that I like you, and I also know very well when I started to like you. If according to what you said, you are not the same person, then I can also tell you clearly that when we got married, there was no emotion, it’s just that he wanted it forcefully and I agreed out of anger.”
“This was a wrong marriage, but your appearance later turned a bad thing into a good thing.”
“Really?” Then he finally smiled.
He looked at Yu Chen, the emotions in his eyes slowly gathered, and finally gathered in the black eyes.
Like the center of a thunderstorm carrying a violent storm, fierce yet fragile.
He grabbed Yu Chen’s nightgown collar and stared at him like a wolf, but his fingers were trembling slightly.
“Then remember what you said today.” Ling Qing gritted his teeth and said, “Remember that you said you like me, and remember that you chose me after knowing everything.”
“If you dare to talk about divorce again in the future, don’t blame me for doing something irrational.”
Yu Chen looked at the red fragility in his eyes, held his slightly trembling hand, and pressed him into his arms.
“No.” He kissed Ling Qing’s lips and said softly, “I love you.”
Ling Qing bit his lips and kissed him back roughly.
He then straddled Yu Chen’s legs, held the collar of his nightgown and pulled it down hard, tearing off the right half of his nightgown.
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