Translator: Dj22031
Editor: Dj22031
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The front seat of the car was a small space, and neither of them were small, so there was almost no space left when they were squeezed together.
At this time, no one cared about the gap. They probably wanted the gap to be as small as possible.
The hot temperature quickly ignited the car, and the deep kiss ended, both of them breathing a little unsteadily.
After Qin Fan let go of her, he did not move back to drive, but stared at Si Huang’s face from close range.
At this moment, Si Huang’s face was still a little red, her eyes were more moist and hazy than usual, her expression was lazy, and she looked at people with squinted eyes. She had an indescribable temperament, as if she was aloof and arrogant, but completely defenseless and invisible at the same time, it was very seductive.
With this look, young women would feel he was so handsome that they would scream, and older women would also be excited. Even a man couldn’t resist the temptation – ever since he found out that he was obsessed with this bad boy, Qin Fan didn’t even believe in straight men.
He once saw a certain sentence when he was researching information: Every man has a Brokeback Mountain in his heart!
He stretched out his hand to touch Si Huang’s face. The delicate and smooth skin was completely opposite to the rough and thin calluses on his fingertips. It was like a suction force that made people feel attracted to it when they touched it, making them reluctant to let go.
“What a troublesome face.”
Si Huang heard this hoarse whisper and wondered if she should lament that the man still making progress. The same words he said before, but he had called it a weak face.
After a few seconds, Si Huang felt a little itchy, so she turned her face and slapped his hand away, and looked at the time on her watch, “Are you going back to the military training ground today?”
Qin Fan: “No.”
“Then give me a ride.” Si Huang calmed down her breathing and smiled sideways at him, “I’ve left all my rest time for you.”
Qin Fan couldn’t help but reach out and touch her hair again. Then he suddenly said: “Stop it.”
“What?” Si Huang didn’t understand.
Qin Fan looked at her seriously, “Stop being a star, study hard, and you can do whatever you want in the future.”
Si Huang’s soft eyes calmed down, and suppressing the anger that suddenly rose in her heart, she asked him calmly: “Why??”
As soon as Qin Fan came into contact with her cold and stubborn eyes, the words that reached his throat disappeared unconsciously. However, Si Huang was still looking at him stubbornly, waiting for his answer.
Qin Fan tried to choose his words carefully, not wanting to anger the child like before, but after more than ten seconds passed, he was not good at speaking tactfully and mellowly.
“You know how chaotic and troubled this world is. What’s the point of living under the eyes and public opinions of others, and being discussed every day?” His tone was cold, and when he thought of the words he heard before, he became angry again.
Si Huang said: “You have seen its dark side, but you have not seen that it also has a beautiful side. Who can deny the joy that the entertainment industry brings to the people? No one in this world will be liked by everyone, there will always be people who say bad words about you. Just because I am a star, more people say bad things, but it’s also more superficial.”
Qin Fan advised: “You can be the boss of an entertainment company.”
“I like to be a star.” Si Huang did not give in.
“What good is it to show up every day and be judged by others?” Qin Fan’s cold expression was terrifying, and his tone was already lecturing.
Si Huang clenched her fists, feeling a bit sour and uncontrollable in her heart. She didn’t know why. She had heard the words that were a hundred times uglier than those spoken by those men. She could smile dismissively, but towards Qin Fan, she could not. His disapproval, lack of understanding, and lack of support made her feel uncomfortable.
It was just that she never liked arguing loudly with others, so she reached out to unlock the car door and said, “We have different understandings and opinions on this aspect, so there is no need to continue talking.”
There was no need to continue talking…!
Qin Fan’s pupils narrowed tightly, interpreting the word “talk” as “love”, and he suddenly reached out to pull Si Huang who was opening the car door to get out.
Si Huang looked back coldly and saw the man’s face that had turned tense and cold, but his brows and eyes revealed his pain and nervousness.
Si Huang was startled. This was the first time she saw a man’s expression like this. She tried to break free from his hand but forgot his movements for a moment.
Qin Fan pursed his lips tightly and stared at her. When he found that she didn’t want to leave, he relaxed his grip on her slightly and said coldly, “I said I won’t give you another chance to leave!”
Si Huang watched him silently.
Qin Fan paused for a moment, then suddenly returned to his seat, leaned his whole body against the back of the car seat and closed his eyes, “Whether you are liked and admired by too many people, or you are hated and insulted by others, I can’t stand it.”
Inexplicably, Si Huang felt that such a man was a bit pitiful, and her original anger strangely disappeared. She shook her head and thought, how could he feel so uncomfortable when the person being talked about was obviously her.
“No matter how many people love or hate me, my only lover is you.” She reminded this man with negative emotional intelligence that she was her first love.
Qin Fan opened his eyes and stared at Si Huang closely.
For two or three minutes, the two of them looked at each other without saying a word, and finally Qin Fan asked without giving up: “Do you have to be a star?”
This time Si Huang did not get angry in a hurry, but asked him, “Why do you want to be a soldier?”
Qin Fan only said two words, “Responsibility.”
Si Huang continued to ask: “A soldier in your position has to go to the battlefield, do the most dangerous tasks, and may even die with no bones left at any time. Why do you want to continue doing this?” Just as she knew in her previous life, this man died so badly that his body could not be found and he could not even be buried in his own country.
When she thought of this, Si Huang’s heart twitched hard, and she felt an indescribable sourness and a hint of fear.
The man opposite was silent when he heard this. His expression was calm and serious. From his eyes, Si Huang understood his answer, which was still the same two words: responsibility!
The word “responsibility” contained too much, responsibility to the country, the people, one’s own responsibility, glory, persistence, belief, etc.!
Si Huang tasted a bitter taste, and the expression on her face was as serious as his, “Qin Fan, everyone has their own ideals, and they will pursue them, which is also their own responsibility. You can’t veto anyone’s ideals, even if I will go all the way to the dark side, and whether the final fruit is sweet or bitter, I will not regret it.”
“Let me ask you something now…”
“Do you have to be a soldier?”
Si Huang looked at his dark expression and eyes, “I will worry that you will be injured, or die outside one day, so don’t be so dedicated, how about taking a job and staying in the capital?”
Qin Fan’s face darkened, but when he met the clear and firm eyes of the child in front of him, he couldn’t say anything.
Si Huang waited for three seconds but did not get a reply from the man. She felt regret for a moment, which then disappeared and she regained her composure. She smiled lightly at the man and said, “Look, this is you. If you really promise me, instead of the Qin Fan I know you would be someone else, and he would have lost some of the qualities that make me like and may even make me repel him.”
Qin Fan looked at her blankly, feeling as if his heart was being grabbed by an invisible hand, which felt both stuffy and painful. His breathing became difficult, but his mood was as if he had been soaked in a hot spring, so warm.
Si Huang lowered his eyes and took away the big hand that was still holding her wrist, “I don’t know if you still think that artists are people who can’t get on stage and that people’s ideals don’t matter. Your responsibility to protect the country and the people is very important and great, but you have to understand that for some people, guarding their own part of the world means guarding the whole world.”
Qin Fan opened his mouth, “…”
Si Huang had already turned her head, “Send me to Tai’an Square, or I’ll take a taxi myself.”
The humvee’s accelerator started.
Si Huang did not forget to call Yu Xi in the car and told him that they could leave to meet at Tai’an Square.
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